This has to be PMS. I swear, being a woman is difficult sometimes. I have been in a good mood for a week now and when I woke up this morning I was suddenly all cranky and bitchy.   I lost 80% of my poker chips because of this stupid thing and I shouted at no one in particular when I found out that somebody from this household ate all the ham that I bought last week. Oh yeah, I am Miss Scrooge now and you'd better back off *LOL* Aaaaaaaaanddddd since I can't find the freakin ham (somebody definitely gobbled it up) I yapped about going out and eating somewhere, double duh! I ended up coookng myself pieces of chicken meat. My sister had to teach me how to prepare the meat and heat the pan. Aaaarrrggghh not that I don't know how to fry. I just had to remember how to (honest!). I haven't been cooking since I got promoted so it's been what, a year now. Like, why do I have to smother the meat with salt? I don't remember Panda ever doing that to the chicken when he cooked for me. So my chicken ended up dry-like and it even looked like I would have a hard time chewing it. So I placed cheese slices on top of it and melted it using the oven. Yknow, like chicken cordon bleu *LOL* howeeeeeeever, the cheese that we had in the ref was the kind that's not meant for chicken cordon bleu and when I started eating, it kinda tasted like salty or near to salty. I still ate all of it though. I also bought the chicken so I have to get my money's worth.
But waaaaaaaaaait there's more! I raised my voice at Suwee (my cousin's kid) because she was really annoying. Poor child went all silent. I felt guilty afterwards so I let her watch cartoons on TV. I swear, if i was Suwee, I would have cried hehehe..

Yes, that's what PMS did to me today. Guys can be so lucky they don't have it. And does it have to be a monthly thing? *ugh*

 I meant to write about what's bothering me but I just don't want to start on it because then it would be a possibility, close to becoming true. Yes, my melancholic side is procrastinating but I do hope everything would turn out right in the end. I can't bear another disappointment. (Hint: it's about work). I did discuss this to Jenny and Nice although we haven't talked about it in detail. And people here (in Davao) have been pushing me to make the move but I don't want to focus on it right now. I just want to enjoy my vacation.

In case somebody is actually reading this entry, check out http://www.snowzilla.org/category/snowzilla-videos/. That link would lead you to aricles and videos about Snowzilla from Alaska. Snowzilla created an uproar to an Alaskan community and people are actually taking sides on whether to ban Snowzilla forever or to have him for keeps (every Christmas at least) but definitely, Snowzilla has become the city's main attraction. I would love to see it myself but then, warm-blooded me would freeze to death in Alaska *LOL*