I am just too upset right now and I'm trying to NOT think at all. Yeah well I should maybe change this into "It's all about Panda" blog seeing that I keep writing about him. Or maybe I should just delete this whole thing and go back to blogdrive. Fook it! I'm so upset im starting to curse here. Blah!!

Maybe I should just forget about it. The holding on thing. The promise to myself that I would wait. Because for all I know I maybe waiting for nothing. And that I would end up being stupid in the end. And now im awfully confused. Because P.C. did write something about love and doing everything for love. Something to that effect. And yes I just have too much love in me now and he's not even accepting it. When i said He, i meant Panda. I wanna bash him on the head, seriously. No, I take that back. Double blah!!

Here, I recommend this website: http://purplepussy.net/. I'm reading the e-comicbook right now. This is what's keeping me from going over the edge. It's not a porn site. It's a comic about cats. It has some F words though. And some shit words. Yknow what I mean.