I had my chocolate cream chip frapp earlier this evening and yet i still feel melancholic. i feel sad for the same old reason it's still stuck on the outside of my heart no matter how hard i try to shake it off. it's like a leech and it's sapping my energy to live.

As the song goes, it's not easy trying to put on a front.

I need a distraction. an activity of sorts. I need an effing outlet so i can let go of this emotional drama.

Total annoyance: a bunch of people in the office talk so loud that everyone else became unwanted audience to their private affairs. i really hate these agents for the sole reason that they dont know how to shut up.